Miserable start~

~It was exactly the same that I want..
~But, do you know that, I miss you every single second that im here.
~I wish you love me for always
~I wish you never hide anything from me.
~THE most wishes I wants to give to you, is must Live Happier than me.
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+Dear, still remember 21.December.2010, before our relationship. We experience some EXERCISING to the shopping mall or theater. It was a tired and happy day. I miss that day so much till today, because that day i start to be with you for all the time.
+Dear, still remember the first day of our relationship?? It was so embarrassed for us.. HAHA ^^
We were so shy to each other, until i make the first move on the second day. I start to hold your hand. I can see how lovely was your smile at the moment ^^
+Dear, still remember all the moment we busy together??? ^^ I remember that. Everyone were busy-ing. Only we two sitting there looking at each other and chat^^ It makes everyone fed up.. haha.. But luckily we done our job before we chat. The moment, i still remember how BABY FACE you have.
+Dear, today(30/1/2011) i feel so unhappy, i found out many things. I feel that im so useless to be a good boyfriend. All the time you need me, im not there for you. I make you so lonely. Sorry dear, I love you ;-(. I miss you so much~